I'm not good at goodbyes. There is some part of me, that wants to grip with both hands onto whatever I am leaving. Even when I know, deep down, that this is right. But still, I find myself wanting to sit down each person that matters, and fully communicate just how much I love them, just how much I'll miss them, and how this move has nothing to do with either of those factors. I find myself wanting to explain, that even though I get horribly depressed about the idea of giving up these friendships, the idea of staying is equally unhealthy. I want them to know that these things are true... and yet, in looking at the hours and days that are left, it's just not realistic.
I have two weeks to pack up a life that's taken six years to build. Eventually I'll wrap my head around all this, but right now it just feels like a blur.
August 8, 2007
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